What Kind Of Man Are You?

by Jonathon on August 24, 2009 · No Comments

what kind of man are you Let me tell you a story of two men who wanted it all.

Both began on the same path, but both took a different approach to the same path.

Both men are brought into the world in the same way. Both raised in the world in the same way.

While one man decided the path to his success lay outside, in the acquiring of prizes, the other took the path of inner self inquiry.

One man set out on his path to outer success. Good job, good money, status, babes, the full monty. Each day was spent chasing the next goal: conquer, acquire, find the next conquest.

When he was stressed, he could always take the edge off with a drink, or sex, or a good night out, or drugs.

Each day, however, with each conquest, with each pursuit of his desire, he was constantly disappointed.

The next thing, which promised to be the one thing that would allow him to feel complete, satisfied, fulfilled, was nothing more than an acquisition, with no real sustainable meaning.

His brother, the man who pursued the path of inner self inquiry would always question his desire, where it was sourced, and what it was really seeking.

Instead of casting off this desire in unfulfilling spurts of instant gratification, he would always dig to the source of what it was he was seeking.

This man pursued his core desires in such a way that it was no longer a way of enduring his desire right up until the point where it was satisfied.

He pursued his desires in a way that expanded his desire. He then used this expanded energy in such a way that he was a walking gift to the world.

Each and every interaction with a woman was a gift to both he and the woman in the interaction.

Each and every moment was appreciated as a gift of pure experience, unburdened by the need to achieve more, but to appreciate what is.

Here. Now.

Each woman was left open, touched, and worshiped in his presence. And each woman opened, touched, and worshiped his presence.

One man never knew enough, could only ever endure his desire. The other man knew perfection, and was invigorated by his desire.

One man knew how to pickup women. The other man knew how to worship women.

Which man have you been being?

Are you in control of your desire, allowing it to propel you to greater heights, greater lengths of gifting, and a deeper fulfillment?

Or do you allow your desire to control you, having it move YOU through the world to the next thing, the next conquest, the next orgasm..

Are you fully aware, with absolute presence and consciousness, feeling deeply into the sensation, observing every little experience as it moves through your body and mind, while being.

Here. Now.

Or are you lost in fantasy, daydreaming how much better life will be when you have THAT: all that money, all those women, all of those experiences, thus forgetting and resenting who you are.

Here. Now.

Jonathon